Action is abstraction…you never know how to act…it´s abstract…How to act is relative.  There are no rules. When you think you know the rules, they disappear….and you will be standing in the background thinking ”What the fuck…I had it…I know I had it”. But you can never have it, there is nothing to have. You can know it, but you can’t have it…You can reflect over your actions…but never know how and when to act….But, perhaps it’s worth a, fucking, try? It’s only human to try…try again, and again…and again…then what do we live for? Do we live for someone else? For something else? For a force that some people refer to as ”God”? Well, darling, what do you live for? Well, it doesn’t matter…as long as you’re happy or sad…or nothing…